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Thursday, April 30, 2009
~Ho0rAy~

din had a chance 2 post my blog yesterday coz broadband wasn't wif me...neway...can post it 2day...hehe...changed my blogskin edi...nice???must thanx phoebe 4 helping me 2 do dis...thanx Phoebe...hehe...n oso not 4gotten agnes ...she helped me 2 get a new taggie...thanx Agnes...ok...neway...dis is not my point ...my point is...ok...hehe...I PASSED MY PRE-TEST!!!OH MY GOSH!!!i actually passed my pre-test...how could it be!!!ok...neway...although i passed,i wasn't too happy...coz u noe y???all de mistakes tat i had done is not even logic 4 me 2 passed...i would have failed if it is jpj test...ok...dis r de few reasons y i am not so happy wif my results:-


1.de QTI fella was quite restless and he keeps saying tat he was very tired n he wanna go home fast...LOL...(u tired is ur problem la...tel me 4 wat...u wanna take shortcut den say la...no nid beat around de bush wan ma)oklar...mayb he is really tired...neway,god knows!!!

2.i tink dis QTI fella is a rare species de...dahlah jalan shortcut...very shortcut ler...not even half of de route...HE DID NOT EVEN GAVE ME A CHANCE 2 PERFORM MY PARKING,SLOPE N MY THREE POINT TURN(dahlah aku berlatih sampai setengah mati)actually hor...luckily he din ask me do la...if not hor...god knows wat happen...hehe...

3.dis QTI fella is kinda rude(coz when i say selamat petang he is like trying 2 act dumb)mayb he din hear la...


neway.according 2 de rules,if u kena minus 20 marks or 20 n above,den u fail edi...hehe...well,i got minus 18 marks...PHEW!!!luckily he din minus sumore...if not...i MATI liao...haha...ok...dis r de mistakes tat made him minus my marks:-


B.MEMULAKAN PERJALANAN
1.Gagal melihat cermin pandang belakang/sisi-2
2.Gagal menoleh ke belakang semasa memasuki aliran trafik(Blindspot)-2
C.BERPUSING KE KIRI/KE KANAN
1.Tidak melihat cermin pandang belakang atau sisi-2
2.Tidak memberi isyarat secukupnya sebelum membelok atau menukar lorong-3
H.SEBELUM ATAU SEMASA BERHENTI DI PERSIMPANGAN
1.Gagal memberi isyarat secukupnya-2
2.Gagal berhenti kenderaan dengan jarak selamat-2
G.MEMANDU DI JALAN LURUS
1.Gagal menggunakan gear yang sesuai-2
2.Gagal melihat cermin pandang belakang setiap 5-10 saat-2
ok guyz...i noe all of u must be thinking dis way...'eh dis girl got nothing better 2 do ar...wanna write all dis down sumore'...hehe...well,u r rite...i memang got nothing 2 do mah...haizzz...waiting school 2 start...hehe...actually,my mood was kinda ok 2day...until my teacher dropped me a bomb in de evening when i was enjoying myself in front of de tv...guess wat he sms me:-


MESEJ DARI JPJ:Permohonan ujian memandu anda telah diluluskan di dalam miting tertinggidan ditetapkan pada11hb Mei 2009.


ok...which is 2 weeks later...n when i called my teacher...guess wat???HE IS STIL IN A MOOD 2 GO HIKING!!!OH MY GOD!!!KUDOS 2 U TEACHER...I SALUTE U!!!ok..hopefully dis is not a L.A.M.E post...

is it???

no lar...

i dun tink so...

no rite???

no...

no hor???

NO!!!

Mrs. Geek ended @ 1:46 AM

Monday, April 27, 2009


ok pple...i seriously love Jessica Liu in dis way...i rily love it...it juz took my breath away...it shows boh masculine n feminine side of her...wat u tink???oh ya...4 ur information...she is oso one of de Top 10 Female Artiste 4 de Star Awards 2009...

Mrs. Geek ended @ 1:36 AM

n_n~Congrats~^@^


haha!!!WooHoo...juz finish watching Star Awards 2009......damn high n excited...haha...stil very high now...can't believe tat Joanne Peh actually got de best award 4 dis year-Best Actress......WELL DONE!!!ur hardwork finally paid off!!!apart from tat,she oso got de Top 10 Most Popular Female Artiste...in addition,she oso got a Most Glamourous award...due 2 her stylist wonderful taste...nice dress...seriously...coz it really fits her slim n sleek body shape...WOW!!!hey pple...especially 2 those male...dun drool on my blog k???haha...above de picture is not wat she wear 4 de award of cuz...wil upload if can find...haha.............................

Mrs. Geek ended @ 12:38 AM

Sunday, April 26, 2009
~_~Don't Know What Title To Be Given-_-

erm okay...sori guyz...i noe it is weird 2 c all my blog tat de words is quite small suddenly bcome so big...coz...small handwritting damn hard 2 c ler...now is better rite???dun u tink so...ok...ok...haha...dunno wat 2 post...hmmm...nothing special ler...reached pathlab at around 8.30 4 blood n urine test...aiyo...takut takut ler...sekali sekali they say got...oi!!!TOUCH WOOD!!!TOUCH WOOD!!!aiyo...it has been a very extremely hot day dis few days ar...aiyo...can die without air-cond ler...wabiang!!!worst of all...juz now at nite...around 9.30...BLACKOUT!!!aiyo...until 10.30...hmmm...wonder how i would be alive...how did i managed 2 survive de 1 hour without air-cond wor...neway...most importantly,i am stil alive and kicking...hehehe...oh ya...hate my korkor lor...can go tebrau city wif frenz 2 watch movie oso...worst of all,juz now when he wanna bath,he ask me 2 hold a torchlight at de other side of de toilet so tat he can bath...aiyo!!!u c...well,my korkor can be weird sumtime...asking me 2 do sumthin so...erm...BIZZARE...

oh ya...tel u all sumthin tat rily seriously freaks me out juz now...juz now...when i was watching a movie on tv...suddenly i heard a woman crying uncontrollaby...oh my gosh!!!u can imagine...at around 1.00a.m...u r all alone in de living room...where all ur family members r asleep...oh my god!!!is stil giving me goosebumps whenever i am reminded of it...ok...ok...can't wait 4 2moro!!!finally get 2 c my buddy michelle n oso viga...I MISS DE BOTH OF U SO SO MUCH!!!finally we get 2 go out 2gether le...haha...but wat makes me most excited is de programme tat i have been waiting 4-STAR AWARDS 2009...wOOhOO...wonder hu wil rule de awards dis year...neway,wil noe de answer 2moro...

hey guyz...b4 i end my blog...let's play sumthin...hmmm...L.A.M.E....................................................OK???
READ ALOUD

1.later u go there n i wait 4 u here.
2.den we go up 2 go down but u must wait upstairs den i come down first den oni u come down.
3.so i wait 4 u here b4 we go down 2 buy tat thing.
4.remember 2 wait 4 me there so i can go there first.
5.but u must go there 1st 2 buy tat thingb4 i go there.
6.so tat means i go there first but u must wait 4 me there 2 buy tat thing.
7.so wait 4 me 2 go there.
8.must remember 2 buy tat thing 4 me b4 i go there.
9.now tat i am here n u r over there.
10.so u must go there so tat i am over here!

ok...so guyz...do u understand???if u do.............................








please EXPLAIN wat u have read juz now.................................
BUT
with one rule-
WITHOUT REFERRING 2 WAT U HAVE READ JUZ NOW








well......................................
actually...................................................................
my conclusion4 dis game is............................................................

CONCLUSION:u had better dun go anywhere.........juz stay where u r now.........n.........tat's it.....................okay.................








ok.....................
fine.............................
i noe..................................
dis is ANOTHER............................
~_~ post.............................................

by
emotic
ying zhao...............................................................

coz

ying zhao
is
E
M
O
AGAIN.......................................................................-_-

Mrs. Geek ended @ 1:56 AM

Saturday, April 25, 2009
~Helpless~

ok...ok...i seriously dunno wat de f*ck is wrong wif my computer...or is it my blog problem...whenever i write my blog wif some other colour,my blog would not be posted successfully!!!damn!!!i hate it!!!seriously hate it!!!can anyone tel me wat is happening???wellis ok...tat is not de point of my blog...ok...seriously,today,has been a rily freaking day 4 me...i dunnoy...i rily dunno y...everything is coming so sudden...it seems like everything had already arranged it...it is coming so orderly...haizzz...rily dunno wat 2 do...went 4 my driving class as usual 2day...but,it is so unusual 2day...i like making so much mistakes...juz de junction at my house edi n i am making so much mistakes...n i can c tat my teacher is kinda pissed off wif me...i wanna express my sincerest apologies 2 mr.chan-my driving instructor...i am so so so sori...it seems like everything u have taught me...had juz faded...faded 2gether wif my old memories...oh my lord!!!wat is happening???alrite...ying zhao...is ok...juz calm down...everything wil juz be fine...let nature takes it course...ok???CONFIDENCE!!!tat is wat i nid...juz a little bit of confidence...haizzz...but de thing is like...i am making so much mistakes...juz so so much mistakes...ok...ok...4 example:

1.never turn on signal 200m b4 de junction-FAIL
2.never stop b4 de white line or stop after de white line-FAIL
3.drag gear-MINUS MARKS
4.never free gear n pull handbreak at every junction-MINUS MARKS

ok guyz...look...these r all de basic of de driving...by rite,i shud not be doin all dis mistakes...oh gosh!!!HENG YING ZHAO!!!how could u?!haizzz...i am like sooooo...i am so FREAKED OUT now...so PRESSURISED...i feel like my life is like a bottle of pressure...hey,it has been a long time i last handle pressure...but it seems worst dis time...i bet dis is de worst pressure i ever had...sigh...god!!!please guide me!!!wat shud i do now???hey...is anyone out there???can anyone get de hell out of me???get me out of dis freaking n pressuring den...i rily dunno wat 2 do...can anyone guide 2 de correct way 2 handle dis???i am totally insane now...well guyz...juz gimme some motivation...some encouragement at least...please...

ok...ok...hey guyz...i noe...

noe???

noe wat???

i noe...

WAT?!

dis
is
a
very
L
A
M
E
post.....

isn't it?????

coz

ying zhao
is
E
M
O
.................................................................-_-

Mrs. Geek ended @ 1:24 AM

Sunday, April 5, 2009
Live Positively

#1.Never be satisfied for less than your best.Let the strong spirit within you take you wherever your dream go.

#2.You never really lose until you quit trying.

#3.No one can predict to what heights you can soar.Even you will not know until you spread your wings.

#4.Grant me the courage not to give up,even though I think it is hopeless.

#5.Take time to come to yourself everyday.

#6.When fate hands us a lemon,let's try to make a lemonade.

#7.Don't look over your shoulder.If you do,you'll feel the weight of all your yesterdays upon you-take one step at a time.

#8.One can never consent to creep when one feels an impulse to soar.

#9.Champion the righ to be yourself;Dare to be different and set your own pattern;Live your life and follow your star.

#10.Dream.Make plans.Believe in yourself.Go for what you want.

#11.It is not enough to aim'You must hit it!

#12.It's time to start living the life you've imagined!

#13.Life is a succession of each moments.To live each one is to succeed.

#14.When you get to the end of the rope,tie a knot and hang on.

#15.Sometimes,we look so intently toward the top of the mountain that we stumble over the steps leading to it.The journey begins just where you are with blessings in every step.

#16.I cannot do everything,But i can still do something;And not because I cannot do everything I will not refuse to do something I can do.

#17.If better is possible,good is not enough.

#18.Keep your face towards the Sun and you won't see the shadows.

#19.Today well lived makes every yesterday a dream of happiness and every tomorrow a vision of hope.

#20.You raise me up so I can stand on mountain.You raise me up to walk on stormy seas.

#21.There are many things in life that will catch your eye.Only few will catch your heart.Pursue those.

#22.If you can walk,you can dance.If you can talk,you can sing.

#23.Just do your best and tomorrow will come...Tomorrow is going to be a busy day,happy day.

#24.Never let yourself live with too much caution.Throw yourself into life-even if u get hurt.

#25.Whatever you do today is important because you are exchanging your life for it.

#26.To be happy,drop the words 'if only' and substitue instead the words 'next time'.

#27.Some people are always grumbling because roses have thorns;I'm thankful that roses have thorns.

#28.It's better to light a candle than to curse the darkness.

#29.Learn to laugh in spite of the circumstances around you;You will enrich others,enrich yourself,and more than that,you will last.

#30.The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.

#31.We are living art,created to hang on,stand up,forbear,continue and others.

#32.Open your mind to new ideas and activities.Do not be afraid to try.

#33.Things turn out best for those who make the best about the way things turn out.

#34.If you want to see rainbow,be willing to put up with a little rain.

#35.If you can't be a pine on top of the hill,be a scrub in a valley-but be the best scrub by the side of hill.Be a bush if u can't be a tree.

#36.The quickest way to receive love is to give love.The fastest way to lost love is to hold it too tightly.The best way to keep love is to give it wings.

#37.When you reach the heart of life,you shall find beauty in all things.

#38.Just when the caterpillar thinks is the end of the world,the butterfly know is only the begining.

#39.The future belongs to those who live intensely in the present.

#40.Most of the shadows in this life are caused by the standing in one's own sunshine.

#41.Don't strive to impress others.Strive to impress yourself.

#42.Be still when you have nothing to say;When genuine passion moves you say what you've got to say and say it hot.

#43.The art of being wise is the art of knowing what to overlook.

#44.Live a life of serenity,not regret.

#45.Be humble,for your are made of the earth.Be noble,for you are made of stars.

#46.Never say 'it's impossible' before you think the way.You think possible.

#47.Put your mind,heart,intellect and soul even to your smallest acts.This is the secrets to success.

#48.It's not whether you get knocked down.It's whether you get up again.

#49.It's never to late to be what you might have been.

#50.Life does not ask us to be the biggest or the tallest.It only ask that we try.

#51.Go as far as you can see and when you get there,you will see further.

#52.Be like a postage stamp-stick to one thing until you get there.

#53.Hang in there...The morning sun is shinning just for you.e it all you have.

#54.Whatever you do today,do it better tomorrow.

#55.Follow your dream-Take one step at a time.Don't settle for less,just continue to climb.

#56.The race is not only to the swift.But to those who keep on running.

#57.To keep a lamp burning,we have to keep putting oil in it.

#58.If you want a place in the sun,you've got to put up with a little blisters.

#59.Think little,believe little,act little and the results will be little.Thing big,believe big,act big and the results will be big.

#60.Look at everything as though you are seeing it for the first or last time.Then your time on earth will be filled with glory.

#61.Shoot for the moon.Even if you miss it,you will land among the stars.

#62.All our dreams can come true if we have the courage to pursue them.

#63.By perseverance,the snail reached the ark.

#64.It takes so little to make people happy...Just a touch we know how to give it,just a word fitly spoken.

#65.Do not follow where the path may lead-Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.

#66.What really matters is what you do with what you have.

#67.What seem difficult today, may be manageable tomorrow.Expect the best.

#68.If you are doing your best,you will not have time to worry about failure.

#69.There's no such thing as bad weather.Only different types of weather.

#70.Give others a piece of your heart.Not a piece of your mind.

#71.Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.

#72.Live your life as though nothing is a miracle or live your life as though everything is a miracle.Happiness is within you.

#73.The best way to prepare for life is to begin to live.

#74.Accept what you must.Change what you can.

#75.No pessimist ever discovered the secrets of the stars,or sailed to an unchartered land,or opened a new heaven to the human spirit.

#76.How wonderful is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to improve the world.

#77.Hope does not take away your problems.It can lift you above them.

#78.Why not enjoy the little things-There are so many of them.

#79.Plenty of people miss their share of happiness.Not because they never found it.But because they didn't stop to enjoy it.

#80.Be strong!No matter how hard the battle goes,faint not-fight on!Tomorrow comes the song.

#81.Sometimes,you must do the thing which you think you cannot do.

#82.Each dawn holds a new hope for a new plan,making the start of each day the start of a new life.

#83.If you want to be happy,just be!

#84.I am seeking,I am striving,I am in it with all my heart.

#85.Always remember to forget the things that made you sad.But never forget to remember the things that made you glad.

#86.Worry never robs tomorrow of it's sorrow.It only saps today of it's joy.

#87.To be who you are is to be enough.To share who you are is to share enough.To do what you love is to do enough.

#88.Make stepping stones out of stumbling blocks.

#89.All know the way.Few actually walk it.

#90.Don't run through your life so fast that you've forget not only where you've been but also where you are going.Life is a journey to be savoured each step of the way.

#91.Whatever you can do,or dream you can do,begin it.Boldness has genius,power and magic in it.

#92.Use what talents you possess.The woods would be very silent if no bird sang there except those that sang the best.

#93.Start your day with full determination.You'll end your day with full satisfaction.

#94.Be glad of life because it gives you a chance to love and to work and to play and to look at the stars.

#95.If you aren't fired with enthusiasm,you will be fird with enthusiasm.

#96.The stars are constantly shinning.But often we do not see them until the dark hours.

#97.Happiness does not depend on who you are or what you have,it depends solely upon what you think.

#98.If life were meant to be easy,there would be no challenges and no rainbows.

#99.In all that you do,give it all you have.

#100.It does not matter how slowly you go.So long as you do not stop.

Mrs. Geek ended @ 10:00 PM

My Wonderful Birthday Party

suddenly dunno y i have de urge of writting my wonderful birthday party...haha...neway,i noe is 2 late 2 write tat oredy coz my burfday is long over...is on 9 dec...but my fren wendy juz helped me did my blog dis year...so sori lar...haha

ok...4 days after i finish my spm exams which is on 9 dec,a seventeen-year-old-girl which is me...haha...lol...held her burfday party at her house coz she find it convenient n a hassle 2 do it outside as a large amount of money nid 2 be spent...HOME IS THE BEST!!!haha...i was excited tat i missed my breakfast n lunch,working 2gether wif my maids 2 get de house cleaned...luckily,2 of my gud frens,michelle n cheok came 2 help her...haha...they were de 1st person 2 come...as they nid 2 prepare some stuff...haha...next was selekeh(viga)...den was tharita...den yi ping n sin ying came...so early!!!din even have anything 2 entertain them!!!so paiseh!!!haha...

sharp at 7.30 my party starts...most of de guest were here by then...haha...we rily had a whale of time...after eating,we proceded 2 play our games tat were planned by michelle n jia gin...thanx 4 de effort!!!love you both!!!haha...although some pple tat i invite could not be there,but overall,i rily had a great time!!!this r de list of prezzies my frens got it 4 me.....

1.MCA Gang(sinying,yiping,pauline,jess sara)=photo album

2.Norfarahin(kalaai)=High School Musical & Hannah Montana notebook

3.Agnes=photo frame which can be used 2 put pens 7 pencils

4.Wendy(Ah Mao)=an A5 woodgrain journal n a winnie the pooh stick pad n a birthday card

5.Mrs.Tey=a mug n a red packet

6.Pierina=Giant Cardbury Chocolate Bar

7.Ju Ann=Cow-shaped photo frame

8.Benjamin=Baby Squid keychain

9.Mok=lion puppet

10.Elfira(Low Class)=Winnie The Pooh mini bean bear

11.Andy=dog keychain

12.Ivy=popcorn coin box

13.Wong=ball n love shaped rubber band

14.Viga=Winnie The Pooh bear n a handmade card a RM50

15.Tharita=a t-shirt n a RM6

16.Triplets=Mashi Maro decorative lamp

17.Daddy=17-year-old digit cake

18.Mummy=party

19.Brother=Apple iPhone

20.Brother's Girlfriend=Braun Buffel Leather Purse

21.Michelle & Jia Gin=a handmade card n a pair of shoe tat de both of them drew on their own

22.A total of RM700 red packet from my friends n relatives

thank you everyone 4 de presents!!!rily love it!!!LOVE ALL OF U SOOOOO MUCH!!!muackzzz...little did i expect i received so much present...coz...u c...my family is not tat type of person tat wil gimme party every year...haha...lastly,i would rily rily like 2 extend my heartfelt gratitude 2 dis 2 twis...they r michelle n jia gin...thank you sooo much...thank you 4 de effort 2 help me 2 plan my games tat made evryone had a great time...thanx 4 de dffort 2 help me buy presents n stuff...most importantly,thanx 4 staying up all de way until 5a.m 2 complete my burfday present...c u guyz in my next burfday party...hopefully there wil b more pple comin...n oso hopefully more prezzies 2 receive...haha...wait a minute...waaaaaiiiiit a minute...4got sumthin very important...dis r de 3 wishes tat i made during my party......................

1.I want 2 be a rich girl in my life

2.I hope to get in2 NUS after my form 6(so hopefully i wil do well in my form 6 lor)

3.I hope my family will live in peace n harmony 4eva n i hope me,viga,michelle n tharita wil always be the best frenz in our life...none of us should 4get anyone of us


Mrs. Geek ended @ 4:25 PM

8A 1B And 9A...Is It The Same???

wow!!!so long edi din write blog...dunno since when oso...haha!!!recently...so many things happen 2 me!!!well,i tink i'll juz mention 2...tat make me unforgettable...

ok...dis is my 1st story...on 12 march...after getting my spm result,i went back home as usual...2 my suprise,a not very bright student like me could actually get 8a 1b...but is actually 4a1 4a2 n 1b3 lar...is tat kind of result considered gud???wat u guys tink???2 me i tink is gud oredy coz i was juz aiming 4 5a...but i was hoping 4 8 a...2 my suprise,i actually got wat i hope...THAK YOU GOD 4 MAKING DIS HAPPEN!!!I LOVE YOU!!!ok...back 2 topic...so wat u guys tink???wil ur parents be proud of ur result???well,2 be honest my mom wasn't proud of it...instead,she goin around telling everyone tat i got 9a...when i confronted her she told me is de same...NO!!!it is not de same...9a is perfect...8a 1b is imperfect...

then on one saturday,i saw my auntie hu juz came back from taiwan...she congratulate me 4 getting such a gud result...i was rily very happy...she said 'hey ying zhao...congratulations 4 gatting such a gud result...auntie dun even have 2a in her exams b4...'den my mom heard dis...she actually asked me 'y din u tel them tat u got 9a???'how could u expext me 2 do such a thing???den i was extremely pissed off wif wat my mom was doin n i confronted her in front of my mom...i asked her 'mummy,u stil goin around telling everyone tat i got 9a???she said yes...she told me is de same...how would u feel if ur mom was doin dis 2 u???neway,i was rily pissed off ny her answer n i asked her 'oklar...since u say is de same let me ask u...if 2 person struck lottery,one person struck RM1000 n de other one struck RM2million,is it de same???SHE CAN STILL TELL ME DE SAME ANSWER!!!!

it was dis point where i broke down...i could not hold back my tears...i cried...dis rily broke my heart...rily rily broke my heart...can u juz imagine ur mom do dis 2 u???i was rily rily very sad...even my skul teacher pn doreen tell me well done heng!!!u did very well!!!i proud of u!!!but,y is my mom so unappreciative???y is she doin dis???mummy,i hate u 4 doin dis!!!i rily rily hate u!!!how could u do dis 2 me???u rily broke my heart!!!hope u realise wat u have been doin n stopped doin dis...if u continue doin dis,i tink i'll have a mental breakdown...which mite lead 2...i oso dunno...but u wil never noe wat wil happen 2 me...n wat i wil do...tat's beyond ur imagination...although dis thing is over,but,whenever i tink of dis...my emotions rily got better of me...it seems tat my emotions is controlling me n my mind!!!I DUN WAN TAT!!!i'll juz get very emo whenever i tink of tat...

neway,i'm glad tat everything is over...if not,i won't be writting dis 2 share my story wif pple hu read my blog...every dark clouds has a silver lining...sori if i sounded harsh when i say i hate u mummy...but once a mummy...4eva a mummy...I LOVE U MUMMY...although i din say it...but i meant it...no matter wat u do 2 me...i'll stil 4give...4 as u r my mummy...n i noe sumthin...although she din say it,but i noe...deep in her heart,she is happy 4 me...she is proud of me oso.....

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