Sunday, April 5, 2009
8A 1B And 9A...Is It The Same???
wow!!!so long edi din write blog...dunno since when oso...haha!!!recently...so many things happen 2 me!!!well,i tink i'll juz mention 2...tat make me unforgettable...
ok...dis is my 1st story...on 12 march...after getting my spm result,i went back home as usual...2 my suprise,a not very bright student like me could actually get 8a 1b...but is actually 4a1 4a2 n 1b3 lar...is tat kind of result considered gud???wat u guys tink???2 me i tink is gud oredy coz i was juz aiming 4 5a...but i was hoping 4 8 a...2 my suprise,i actually got wat i hope...THAK YOU GOD 4 MAKING DIS HAPPEN!!!I LOVE YOU!!!ok...back 2 topic...so wat u guys tink???wil ur parents be proud of ur result???well,2 be honest my mom wasn't proud of it...instead,she goin around telling everyone tat i got 9a...when i confronted her she told me is de same...NO!!!it is not de same...9a is perfect...8a 1b is imperfect...
then on one saturday,i saw my auntie hu juz came back from taiwan...she congratulate me 4 getting such a gud result...i was rily very happy...she said 'hey ying zhao...congratulations 4 gatting such a gud result...auntie dun even have 2a in her exams b4...'den my mom heard dis...she actually asked me 'y din u tel them tat u got 9a???'how could u expext me 2 do such a thing???den i was extremely pissed off wif wat my mom was doin n i confronted her in front of my mom...i asked her 'mummy,u stil goin around telling everyone tat i got 9a???she said yes...she told me is de same...how would u feel if ur mom was doin dis 2 u???neway,i was rily pissed off ny her answer n i asked her 'oklar...since u say is de same let me ask u...if 2 person struck lottery,one person struck RM1000 n de other one struck RM2million,is it de same???SHE CAN STILL TELL ME DE SAME ANSWER!!!!
it was dis point where i broke down...i could not hold back my tears...i cried...dis rily broke my heart...rily rily broke my heart...can u juz imagine ur mom do dis 2 u???i was rily rily very sad...even my skul teacher pn doreen tell me well done heng!!!u did very well!!!i proud of u!!!but,y is my mom so unappreciative???y is she doin dis???mummy,i hate u 4 doin dis!!!i rily rily hate u!!!how could u do dis 2 me???u rily broke my heart!!!hope u realise wat u have been doin n stopped doin dis...if u continue doin dis,i tink i'll have a mental breakdown...which mite lead 2...i oso dunno...but u wil never noe wat wil happen 2 me...n wat i wil do...tat's beyond ur imagination...although dis thing is over,but,whenever i tink of dis...my emotions rily got better of me...it seems tat my emotions is controlling me n my mind!!!I DUN WAN TAT!!!i'll juz get very emo whenever i tink of tat...
neway,i'm glad tat everything is over...if not,i won't be writting dis 2 share my story wif pple hu read my blog...every dark clouds has a silver lining...sori if i sounded harsh when i say i hate u mummy...but once a mummy...4eva a mummy...I LOVE U MUMMY...although i din say it...but i meant it...no matter wat u do 2 me...i'll stil 4give...4 as u r my mummy...n i noe sumthin...although she din say it,but i noe...deep in her heart,she is happy 4 me...she is proud of me oso.....
Mrs. Geek ended @ 3:03 PM
